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‘I was. I am. Can we talk?’ I reply telepathically while my mother shoots me a knowing look.
“I need to go,” I tell her as I head for the door. “I have an idea.”
“Do you need any help?” Vanessa asks, but I shake my head.
As much as I would love to watch my mother insult a god, this is between my mate and me. “No. But thank you.”
Tristan’s reply echoes in the back of my head. He’ll wait for me in my room, but I linger a moment longer with my hand on the door, turning to face Vanessa before I leave.
“Mom?” I say tentatively, the word still foreign on my lips. “If this doesn’t work…”
“It’s okay. I didn’t know you when I picked your name, but I know you now, and I see that I chose it well. Go. Be brave and hopeful, and everything in between,” she says, with an intensity in her expression that makes me believe she suspects what I intend to do.
“I love you,” I tell her.
My mother smiles sadly at me, her bright blue eyes filled with an almost unnatural sense of calm and understanding. “I love you too, Iris. Good luck.”
I return her smile before heading out, and I can’t help but think that I’m going to need all the help I can get.
When we charged into battle against impossible odds, it was not luck but faith and courage that pulled us through. But this time, as I make my way toward my mate for one last fight, things are different.
This time, I don’t intend to survive.
Tristan I’m not ready for what comes next. I told myself that I would be; I told myself that when the time came, I’d be able to let her go.
But it was a lie.
She closes the door behind her as I watch her from where I’m leaning on the little ledge by her window, where I found sleeping after the battle. She smiles tentatively at me, those haunting eyes of hers tugging at my chest.
“Thank you for waiting for me.”
As if she has to thank me.
“Always,” I answer softly, watching her from the opposite end of the room.
“So much has happened these past few days, and in a few days, we’ll have the meeting with the different packs. I know they all expect me to be some sort of queen, but I’m not ready. Not yet. I can’t promise those people anything until I talk to you. I can’t—”
“Don’t,” I snap, unable to help myself. “Just don’t.”
Her eyes widen in surprise, confusion flashing across her lovely features. “What?”
“I’ve been avoiding this moment for days, and I thought I’d be able to face it, but I can’t.”
This was always going to be inevitable. I just didn’t want to admit it.
“You know, I didn’t understand why you left,” I mutter, avoiding her gaze. “I know the Night King took you away, and I know what you hoped to achieve by not returning. You wanted to protect me. You wanted to protect all of us. But I could never make sense of why you didn’t come back to say goodbye.”
Her eyes widen as she registers my words, guilt and regret darkening her gaze. “Tristan…”
I hate what the sound of my name on her lips does to me.
“No, I get it now. I think, whether you meant it that way or not, it was a mercy. Because as much as I would like to think that I would have respected your choice and allowed you to walk away, I don’t know if I could have done it.”
It certainly doesn’t feel like I can do it now.
“I don’t understand,” she says softly. “What are you trying to say?”
“I’m saying you were right, and some things are better left unsaid,” I tell her, running a hand through my hair. “Iris, if you called me up here to say goodbye, then I’m asking you— no, I’m begging you— just don’t.”
She sucks in a breath, and I force myself to look at her. The softness in her gaze, that familiar, gentle kind of curiosity that is so uniquely hers, makes my lungs feel tight. “You’ve never called me by my name before,” she whispers, and even though she’s on the other side of the room, her voice echoes inside me.
I hadn’t wanted to. It felt as if saying it would somehow make all of this real.
She has a family at last. She has a home here in the nightwalker’s court and a shining future as a leader of the packs that set out to kill her and ended up bowing down to her.
She doesn’t need me anymore, and with that wretched curse on our bond, she has no reason to stay by my side.
“You’re one to talk,” I retort, holding her gaze. “There are things you never said either.”
“Like what?” she says, her brow furrowing and her nose crinkling in the sweetest way. “I explained what happened. I’ve told you everything.”
“I know you love me. I’ve seen it, and even through our dampened bond, I can feel it. But you never said it.”
She walks toward me and opens her mouth to protest, but she stops when she can’t find the words.
Her expression changes as the realization sets in, and I can almost see her scanning her memories, reliving each moment we shared in search of those words that she always felt but never spoke. “I thought… I was so sure…”
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