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First, when I woke from my nightmare to find Tristan in my bed and he brushed his lips against mine as he comforted me.
Again when I’d gone to his room, and he’d asked me what I wanted and kissed my neck.
And now…
Tristan leans forward again, his gaze set intently on the mark on my chest, but it neither glows nor stings anymore. All that’s left is the lingering soreness that makes my chest feel heavy and spreads across my entire body, leaving me dizzy and winded.
“What do you feel?” Tristan asks, his expression different. The hunger and tenderness are gone, replaced instead by a controlled sort of concern. He is every bit the Alpha, examining his mate with a protective and practical stare.
“I don’t actually feel it anymore. It’s hard to describe, but it just… hurts.”
Something like guilt or grief flickers through his gaze at the word, and I look away, not wanting him to see the truth written in my eyes.
It’s him.
Whatever it is, whatever the mark is doing to me… I think it’s triggered by Tristan.
It’s not just when we’re close. We’ve been in close proximity for some time now, with no notable reaction. It seems like the mark only hurts me when we experience a different kind of closeness… when we try to be intimate.
I bite my lower lip, struggling to wrap my head around the idea.
Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe it’s only a coincidence that the pain flooded me while I was with him. After all, why would kissing my mate cause me such agony? How could my body reject the presence of the one person I want most?
“You said this has happened before,” Tristan says, and I can’t bring myself to look at him. “When did it first start? Did your mark ever hurt you when you were with the Bane pack?”
“No,” I mumble, wrapping my arms around myself, feeling suddenly uncomfortable in my own skin. “It started after I came here. But I don’t understand. I’ve had this mark my entire life, but it never glowed. It never… hurt me like that before. Does it have something to do with leaving my old pack?”
I watch him over my shoulder as he rises to his feet, scratching the stubble on his chin.
“I don’t know,” he says with some effort, and I get the sense that he’s frustrated with his own uncertainty. “But I’m going to find out.”
“How?”
He takes a long, steadying breath, his expression distant. Finally, he starts walking toward the bathroom door and says, “Finish your bath, little flower. You should rest for the night. Tomorrow, we’ll go and speak with Sophie. She’s a pack Elder and a powerful shaman. If anyone knows what is happening to you, it’ll be her.”
Sophie. The Seer who first foresaw that I would be Tristan’s fated mate. I’ve heard her name a few times regarding her visions of the pack and of me, but I have yet to meet her, and I didn’t see her when I went to the Rovers’ village with Lucy and Amara.
It was her prophecy that first led Tristan to me. Could she be the one who now holds all the answers?
Tristan has seen my scars. He knows Viktor Massen is my uncle, and my mother was a madwoman who never mated. He knows I have no name, no father, no wolf… but what if there’s more?
What if this mark on my chest is a sign that there are still parts of myself that I have not shared with him because I have not yet discovered them myself? I never thought much about it, but then again, I’m starting to realize that there is much I don’t know about myself. I’d never wanted something for myself. I’d never allowed myself to long for someone or dream of a home where I might belong. I’ve never had a person look at me and see more than the cracks and flaws.
“I’ll be right outside if you need anything, and I’ll send for Lucy to help you get ready for bed,” Tristan says, and though he lingers for a moment longer than he should by the doorway, he eventually slips out of the bathroom. He closes the door behind him, leaving me alone with the thoughts that swirl around me like the steam that still hangs in the air.
Since my arrival in the Rovers’ territory, I’ve learned about the pack’s history. I’ve gotten to know the members of the Rouge Alpha’s inner council and even considered some of them my friends. I have a room of my own, three meals a day, nice clothes, and a beautiful garden to work on. I’ve even acquired a kind and lovely nickname.
There are so many things in my life that I’d never had before, things I’d never dared dream of for myself. For the first time ever, I’m safe and cared for, and I’m starting to find out who I am outside of the Banes’ abuse. For the first time ever, I am not a slave, a burden, or an inconvenience, and I’m becoming someone who is more than the cruelty they have endured.
But what if all this change isn’t just about my future? What if, to move forward, I’ll first have to look back?
Lucy and Nicco revealed the tragic truth behind the Rovers and the Exiled King. Perhaps this shaman, Sophie, can shed some light on my own history.
Maybe it’s time to take a closer look.
But between my father’s disappearance, my mother’s death, my mutant violet eyes, and the painful mark over my heart… I fear that if I take a closer look into myself and into my past, I might not like what I find.
Tristan and I hike through an off-the-beaten road path along the forest beside the lake, and he tells me that Rovers’ Seer is only part-wolf, distantly descended from witches. As we walk between the trees and brushes, he gives me her story.
Sophie had served as an advisor and healer for her old pack, but her gift of sight had always been something of a controversy. Her prophecies were not always pleasant, and many despised Sophie for it.
When Sophie had a horrible vision about the Luna of her old pack, she warned the Alpha that his mate’s pregnancy would kill her. She urged him to seek out healers from other packs and find help across the land in search of a way to save his Luna, but the Alpha was consumed with his desire for an heir. He was too proud to ask for the help of other packs, and when Sophie warned that both his beloved and their child would perish for his greed and arrogance, he did not listen.
So the woman died.
The Luna and her unborn child both perished exactly as Sophie foretold they would, and in his delusional wrath, the Alpha accused Sophie of cursing his mate, choosing to blame someone else for the blood on his hands. He blinded the Seer and banished her from the pack.
If not for Tristan, she would have died alone in the wilderness, but the Exiled King welcomed her into his own pack. He gave her a home and helped her heal, just as his father had done for a witch years before.
As we approach the Seer’s cottage deep within the greenery of the forest, the woods around me grow darker and thicker, the branches of the trees stretching out like skeletal fingers. The house is old and weather-beaten, with a thatched roof and walls made of rough-hewn wood covered in moss and vines. The eerie silence that surrounds the cottage is broken only by the gentle rustle of leaves and the occasional chirping of a bird. There are towering trees that seem to stretch toward the sky, with thick clusters of vines and underbrush snaking around the trunks, obscuring the forest floor from view.
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