Filed to story: Cheating with My Boyfriend’s Best Friend Novel by Jane E L (Olive & Aaron)>>
“Quit it. You know this is nothing more than an affair. We don’t need to pretend it isn’t. That’s not healthy for either of us.” I wiggled out of his grasp and rolled over to look at him, slapped Aaron’s hand that was resting on my stomach.
“You’re like a dog!” I huffed.
Still, he remained where he was and continued to kiss my nape. It tickled a bit, but I wasn’t really that annoyed. His breath on my skin was warm and soothing.
“Why do you do that?” He muttered. “Say things like that? Do things like this?” He squeezed his arms around me. “I hate it…”
“The world doesn’t revolve around you.” I moved just out of
reach of his kisses.
He didn’t respond, but continued holding me quietly.
“What are you going to do now?” I spoke up. “You told them we were engaged.”
I still didn’t know why Aaron would come up with something like that. What did he think of me? Of us? I thought I knew where we stood, but now I wasn’t so sure. Earlier, when he came on stage and walked down those steps, he was looking at me with such intense affection. He was dazzling.
Was that how he’d look at our wedd-
No.
That was a dangerous thought.
Aaron shrugged behind me, “Nothing. We are engaged.”
“Quit it. You know this is nothing more than an affair. We don’t need to pretend it isn’t. That’s not healthy for either of us.” I wiggled out of his grasp and rolled over to look at him, crossing my arms over my chest.
He frowned. “Didn’t you wanna break up with Vincent?”
“Of course I do! Just not now.” I bit my lip. “That’d feel too… cheap. I’m waiting for the right time.”
“And when will that be?”
I didn’t answer.
To be honest, I didn’t know when to finally end things with him. If I really wanted to hurt him, I would’ve done it when he loved me most. Except when he loved me, he wasn’t cheating. It was a paradox.
“You want to break his heart when you do it.” His eyes bored into me as he leaned forward.
“Shut up…”
“You know he doesn’t love you as much as he used to,” he pressed. All at once, his expression was provocative, domineering, and hostile. I could feel his anger radiating onto me.
“Shut up.” I clenched my fists.
But he didn’t relent.
“No matter what you do, you’ve already lost. You love him more than he loves you.”
“Just shut up already!” I shoved him away and practically leaped out of the bed before storming out onto the balcony. Tears welled up in my eyes and my fingernails were embedded in my palms.
Aaron slowly came up behind me. “You wanna know why he had to leave earlier?”
I stiffened. Lightning coursed through my veins as I waited with bated breath for his next words.
I did want to know.
“Emily posted a picture of her slit wrist a few hours ago. Captioned it with a bunch of ‘Goodbye, cruel world’ b*llsh*t.”
His words left me stunned. No wonder Vincent left in such a hurry,
I felt Aaron grab me again, “Don’t go back to him, Olive.”
“So I can stay with you? So you can watch me humiliate myself over and over?!” I turned and sneered at him. Tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and I saw the corners of his mouth droop in a slight frown. His aggression had faded, and the blue eyes looking at me now were softer than they were before.
“So I can help you. If you would just leave him already, I could…” His brow furrowed as he hesitated.
He could what?
He could be my boyfriend instead? He could love me?
Both of us knew I didn’t need that commitment-not so soon after Vincent. This s*upid cheating game we’ve been playing has gone on for far too long. It was supposed to be just one time, but we’ve come back to each other again and again. At this point, it wasn’t fun. It wasn’t revenge.
It was exhausting.
“Just trust me, Olive. You’re better off without him. Let me help you.”
“Now you want to help me…” I smiled sarcastically. “You already said he doesn’t love me. That I can’t hurt him. anymore. That I’m just a joke to him… and to you.”
“I never said he didn’t love you. It’s just that you’re not the most important thing to him anymore. Look, between you and Emily, I know he loves you more. But I also know you want all of his love, and he can’t give you that.””
I never thought I’d be getting emotional advice from Aaron…
“You still want to get back at him except I know it’s killing you to obsess over this… So stop hurting yourself over someone like him. I can help you.”
“How?” My voice shook as I looked up at him through my tears.
“I’m throwing a party in a few days for my birthday. I want you to come.” He smiled as he patted my head. I sniffled and he immediately hugged me, rubbing a hand on my back.
After a night of ups and downs and insanity, we finally embraced in earnest. There were no backhanded words or mocking jeers.
We made peace with each other.
Of course, Vincent didn’t mention Aaron’s upcoming party to me. As for him ditching me on our anniversary, he just kept telling me that his work needed him to do overtime. He even whined about his customers and his manager. I had to hold back my bitter laugh.
Aaron’s birthday was a little less than two weeks away. During that time, I hadn’t seen anyone other than my coworkers and Cinder. Vincent fed me more excuses about how busy he was with work, and we hadn’t spent a night together for the entire two weeks. I didn’t have any contact with Aaron either.
The truth was that a couple of days after the charity gala, I didn’t want to go anymore, but something interesting happened a week before Aaron’s birthday.
Vincent and I had been lying in bed next to each other, both of us on our phones. He was texting in one of our shared group chats while I was scrolling through the news. After a while, he suddenly turned to look at me. “Have you been talking to Aaron?”
I was stunned for half a second as my heart began to race. “What?”
“Look at the group chat.”
I frowned and pulled it up on my phone. I went to read the conversation from the beginning, but Vincent reached over and scrolled to a certain spot about halfway through the log.
Amorris: Dont forget my party next week
Amorris: You can bring your family if you want \_(‘)_/ ̄
xXpatrickXx: i live alone man
Amorris:Then bring your mouth, I hired catering
xXpatrickXx: i HiRed CaTERinG
Matt87: did you pay like $800 for cheese on sticks?
Amorris: Shut up Imao it’ll be good
Amorris: Anyway everyone just rsvp so I can order
Matt87: i’ll be there
xXpatrickXx: yeah I’ll go
Vxncnt: Im going
3mily: me too!!
As soon as I read those last two messages, I was fighting the urge to smash my phone over Vincent’s head. I glanced at him, but he didn’t seem panicked or worried. His eyes were simply focused on my screen. I must’ve been hiding it well. He really had no idea I knew all about him and Emily.