Filed to story: The Rejected Werewolf Princess (Camilla & Tyson) by Didi Adeyemi >>
I stared deep in his eyes and I had forgotten how magnetic they were and how they and the tendency to just pull you in and never let you go. I opened my mouth to speak but the words couldn’t come out. I don’t know what happened next, I don’t know who made the first move or who initiated it but the next thing I knew, our l*ps were fused together.
I had forgotten how euphoric it felt to k*ss Ryker. His hands wound around my waist and pulled me impossibly closer while I balanced my hands on his shoulders. One of his hands tangled in my curls and he tugged it hard but it gave a delicious feeling and I let out a small gasp.
“I want to feel you,” his tone was pleading. “Please let me feel you.”
He sounded like he would go mad if I stopped him, like he was dying and this was his last meal and his life would be over if I didn’t grant it. My b*dy felt alive for the first time in years and all I could do was nod.
“I want your words,”
“Yes,” it came out more like a breathy moan than a statement but Ryker wasted no time in complying.
His skilled fingers worked the ropes at the back of my dress and corset and within a second they were in a pool on the floor. We were a frenzy of hands and a flurry of bodies. I can’t tell you how I got the rest of my clothes off or how he got n*ked. I can’t even tell you how we got into bed.
I just knew that it had been too long and I just wanted him. I knew I was making a mistake and I knew I would regret it tomorrow but I couldn’t bring myself to worry about tomorrow. For once, I wanted to be selfish and I wanted to indulge in a man. I haven’t been with a man since Audrey was born. Mainly because I didn’t want her to grow attached to him and have him leave but this is Ryker, he is going to be around for as long as he wants whether I like it or not.
I felt my back hit the mattress and Ryker settled between my thighs. I could feel the searing heat from his throbbing member against my cli t and I hissed in pleasure. He rocked his hips slowly so his head will glide against my slit and I could feel myself coat him in my wetness.
“No teasing,” I begged, “I just want to feel you inside me.”
“Are you sure?” he asked and I nodded but he grabbed my chin. “I need you to be absolutely certain.”
“Yes I’m sure,” there was hidden frustration in my tone because he had stilled against me and I just wanted him to slide in.
As soon as he heard the verbal confirmation, he entered me in one sharp thrust.
It was deliciously full and I felt like I was going delirious. Ryker claimed me in more ways than one and although this started as a onetime thing on my part, I knew that I had just opened a can that I would probably never be able to seal back.
I woke up first and the weight of my actions settled on me like lead. Ryker’s arm was wound around my waist and he was tucked by my side. I slowly disentangled myself from his hold but it proved harder than I thought because he was not ready to let go. I couldn’t help but face palm myself as I managed to get out. He has another child back home and here I am rolling into bed with him like a hormonal teenager.
I ran my hands down my face as I saw Ryker begin to stare and I pulled a robe around my b*dy to shield what little dignity I have left. I gathered our clothes from the floor and put mine in the laundry bag while I arranged Ryker’s neatly at the foot of the bed for him.
He finally woke up when he reached out into the bed and saw I wasn’t there. He sat up instantly and then he saw me standing there. He sat up slowly as if he was gauging my expression on my face and the situation in front of him.
“You’re awake,” he began and I hummed. “Camilla before you say anything-,”
“You should go,” I cut him off and I saw his face fall. “Audrey comes into my room every morning and I don’t want her to come in here and see something that we both can’t explain.”
“Why are you doing this?” he stood to his feet in all his n*ked glory and crossed the length of the room so he was standing directly in front of me.
“Put some clothes on,” I murmured trying not to look at him but his hand reached out and grabbed my chin then tilted my head back so I was staring right in his eyes.
“You want this, I know it and last night was more than enough proof. Why are you pushing me away? Why are you doing this?” I bit my tongue to stay silent. “Camilla, what is it that is refusing to allow you come to me?”
“Don’t act stu pid it is not an attractive look,” I spat hoping he would pull away at the insult but he didn’t. “You have a child Ryker, we cannot be doing this.”
“What does Audrey have to do with anything?”
“Not Audrey, Lauren’s child,” I all but yelled and he froze.
He opened his mouth to speak but I pushed him off me. He tried to step closer but I held out a hand to stop him and Ryker stood immobile. He stared down at me with wide eyes and he let out a sigh.
“I don’t have a child with Lauren,” he told me. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. Is that why you ran, because Lauren told you we were having a child? You know better than I do that you should never listen to her.”
“She didn’t tell me.”
“Then what was so convincing that you believed them over me.”
“I heard it from Lucy. I heard Lucy tell her that she was pregnant and I heard her say that you both didn’t want me to know. I saw you with her.”
“Camilla, baby, you’re not making’ any sense.”
“I think you should leave Ryker,” I crossed my arms over my chest and Ryker let out a heavy exhale.
“Okay,” he nodded and started to put on his clothes.
The air was thick with tension and I watched as he glanced at me ever so slightly hoping and praying I would change my mind and ask him to stay so we could talk but I was firm in my decision. The last thing I want is Ryker lying to me and telling me that what I saw was some kind of apparition. I know what I saw, I never forgot it and seeing him right here in front of me denying everything is like a blow to the heart.